what next!

No where to go

life, we know is fun, awesome, and sometimes painful
well everyone is different but for some time in life, we met few people who were strict and followed the rules to get success and grab their dream

but running behind that dream we forgot how some time a little quarrel with a close one and fun with them seems so usual we forget that it is a life where we lose time every time we wake up and still we take everything for granted

well ! if you think this is boring so me, it was me. I was too considerate about things that I didn`t cherish that little thing now just in a few years all things I considered make me live my dream being too strict. I was never lose even situation were different and more challenging for me

I cope and wait for my chance but in that process, I lost many close ones due to being to focous for my dreams.

later in that time,Face many emotional and social problems that I try to encounter on my way but whom I am kidding, it was a disaster but after that, I started questioning myself who am I really if I remove my dream and my construct, "how life works"

Sometimes situation makes us so weak that we just lose ourself and starting a new beginning or new phase seems so hard or impossible. a friend whom you think you know,now seems stranger, they are on their journey just you lost that same track with them, and now finding that track is hard.

we usually know how to get out and do our things for best

but when we lose hope, it is just one thing, "Why". I had a dream and I have still a dream but thing is, "WHY" before I know the reason but now I am just lost in the flow of life

where asking "Why" seems unworthy

"It is okay just it is a life"