Dear Life..

Dear life

Life, First of all I have lots of complain to you, why you make me so much 
lonely
why you always make me see world as if you do with your heart and 
hard work than you will get everything 
but later you teach me ,you are not that simple, you prefer trixious, 
mischievous and alot of things
why why you make me so much soft hearted that I see good in everything and 
later when it become my turn
I am the only one for myself not even one were stay for me 
Dear life I have lots of complain but I know you are just making me strong
sometimes I got tired why me 
sometimes I want give up onyou
sometimes I want to cry
that is too much hard for me ,handling alone, Going alone with you and making
my own path
And it is very different
No one relate to me, for few close one, I am fool
Dear life, Hoping that cherish day will come soon
where I can smile with my heart
where I don`t have to wear mask of emotions to understand others
Dear life ,I know you give everything I wanted ,even that pain I was suffering
it is also demanded by me so you make me stronger but now my shelf of hardness is 
starting to crack 
I need your hope ,I need you as a my love not as a Teacher
Dear life ,I never had you as my lover ,Every time you teach me as Teacher
but now I want you as Lover
Love you ,my Dear Life
Hope everything will be better between us!